Hi All and Happy Monday.
So, I've been sitting here for what feels like forever, trying to write up a bio for this upcoming symposium where I'd like to share some of my work. And let me tell you, it's been a real rollercoaster of emotions. What seems like a simple task—just jotting down a bit about myself—has turned into the hardest part of submitting the form.
The Struggle with Self-Definition:
Writing this bio feels like trying to sum myself up in a few paragraphs—easier said than done, right? I keep asking myself, how do I share my story without sounding like I'm bragging? What “version” of myself are they going to be most interested in? How can I capture who I am/ what I represent in this tiny box?!
Imposter Syndrome: A Familiar Foe:
And then I realise why I’m struggling so much…there's that pesky imposter syndrome creeping in.
You know the feeling-those doubts that make you question whether you're good enough, whether you really belong.
Despite all the things I've accomplished, imposter syndrome has a way of making me feel like a fraud and ultimately, it’s what is making me hyper-fixate on the wording surrounding this bio.
The Limitations of Written Communication:
But you know what's also got me thinking? The limitations of written communication.
Words are powerful, sure, but they can only do so much. They lack the nuance and emotion that come with face-to-face conversation. Sometimes, it feels like they fall flat, leaving room for misinterpretation and misunderstanding.
When we speak, we bring our words to life. Our voices carry our emotions, our passion, our authenticity. It's like they add this extra layer of meaning that you just can't get from written text.
So, as I struggle to put pen to paper (or fingers to keyboard, in this case), I'm reminded of the importance of trusting my instincts and myself.
Instead of trying to be perfect, I’m simply sharing my story, imperfections and all. This is what I would do verbally, so let’s see how it translates on the page…
Until next week,
Mx